
heyyy.i have been fall ill almost everyday.i hate it.i am to be healthy.it sucks i am getting fatter and i am not going for training i dont even knoe why.i needa run and lose wieght i guess it is gonna start today.now is 8.30 and i have not eaten. and after cpa it P.E and i am gonna run 2.4. gonna try my best.then eat my chicken bread.should i?i dont know i feel so lazy.staring to the com beside me(atieqah) she is into GAMES2GIRLS and guess what she is playing wedding plan. maybe she wants to get married fast so she want to get ideas.hahahahhano barbie and half of my class is girls and 3/4 of girls are playing game all sort.i dont even know where the get the website.*i dont even know that such website exsisted,i fell dumb.i am into sufing the net like check out ppl blog and all.hmmmm ya.i am getting a DS soon at least i hope so.
i am seein her com and it seem so funn to play.thinking i miss that part of my childhood.how nice it will be if i have a full family staying together and happy.i would be much happier and for sure my life wont be in a mess. i am not saying i am not happy but why ppl in this world cannot live togather by puting thier difference apart.people in this world only think about themself which i hate it.look at a big picture you need your family and friends no matter what.if war comes will you be a one men army.even how strong are you, you can be defeated.
i guess she have a perfect life she seem so problem free,happy like when you look in to people face you will know if they are sad or what like to me i only see her angry and super high.like happy go lucky in a good way.today we was talking la then i ask her about her skirt and she was not disturb about waering the long skirt. i was like wow.WONDERFUL.i mean she is very nice girl.
i made friends with the sweetest girl in town her name is NOAMI.omgoodness she is very nice.we wen to study together on monday.it was nice.she is sec 3 but she look like sec 4.ya i have a new fren.
your greatness have no bounderies.my heart is full of love.you gave you life to save me.