harlow!!!! had no work today. i laid home today. woke up at 12. i selpt for like 11 hours. i have been going out and church for the past few days and did not get much sleep. i woke up having a leg pain and til now i am having it. the pain kills cause the pain is just below my knee but it is at the back. anyways yeah. the shower and a sudden feeling to do my devotion then so ii did it and i wen to eat bannnna crunch. then i watched tv aand fold the clothes inbetween and now i am blogging.it has been raining the whole day. it has been cold and wet. i just wish i have my frens and the person i love to be beside me right now, and a hug from them now will so nice. i totally wish for that

have you guys had this feeling that you are blame for stuff that you did not do and dont get a chance to say your point of view?! i felt it today. i was on the verge of screaming and shouting but i didn't do that. i just walked into my room and switch on the laptop and use. then a person came to tell me that is was my fault and i was being rude but it was not my fault and i was not rude cause i said anything and just left from that place.then i dont know what trigged it but i just started to cry. it was irritating. here i am trying not to lose my temper and people there are like trying to make me lose it. if you were me what would you have done?! i mean walking away from it is rude?!