.Sunday, December 13 ' 11:13 PM Y
i am pretty open of my feelings,i'll cry big time. i mean so what. i guess i am only 16 and i am still growing up if you cant xcept the fact that i am changing and still being myself then i myself will seek you out the door of my heart. i just feel that people dont accept/appreciate me foe who i am. i just hate it wen to just act to be ther for me and you are not. oone in the million years you will ask why what happen and disappear in my good days. then what the point?! and some of you guys will askk me to call you wen i am in need of help. for what. i dont want people to tell me how to slove my problem but to let me think and while going throu it be there WITH me. i may not wear nice clothes to church. wearing shorts and a simple t-shirt is okayy. jeans and t-shirt is PERFECTLY OKAYYY. i am not going to change the way i dress to fit in into indian society. i am just going to be myself. i dont breakdown as and wan i wan but if i do it is really that i cant take it.
HELLO(:
my day started of by getting up at 10 plus with a high fever. and i ate 2 bread and ate medication and wen to sleep. my uncle from jakarta book tickects for
HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL SUMMER CELEBRATION. so i had to go cause the tickects was 42 bucks per person. i had a great time with my family. people who wen~ mum, wes, william, sha, dash, both my sitti and me. before that, my cousi sha wen to
kk for x-ray(take care and get well soon). then me and my sitti family wen to singapore indoor first cause we did not go kk. then
I SAW TABITA!!!! OMGOSH!!!!! AND I TOOK PIC WITH TABITA!!!! i cant upload cause my camera cable is with my second sister,becca. hope she return me soon. so i can upload. and we wen to watch the musical.. i guesss the HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL ON ICE!!! was much better cause there was more colours and more excitetment. then i bought a pencil case and cap. then we headed to
ALMEEN to eat dinner. and i had no mood to eat but i still ate. food came up to $50.60. it very worth. cause there were 9 of us ther. headed home.